It's not easy being a fangirl

Random thoughts at 1AM

Thu, 03 Dec 2009 09:07:14 GMT

AHHHH omg so many things going on right now. I've pretty much been only in Davis for the last three days. Between work and rehearsals for the Producers trying to coordinate my schedule with Alex so I can help him get signed up for school, speaking of which I'm probably going to be taking a class on fridays in January, which I'm totally excited about! I love being busy! Gah but no time for my lovelies, and I'm never home untill bedtime. I hope this Tahoe trip works out, I think it's exactly what I need.

It's been a bajillion years, and SO MUCH has happened!

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 19:14:59 GMT

Hi there LJ!!!

So I got the "dream job" at European Wax Center, and I love it! I'm currently at work, its pretty cool because on downtime I can chill in my wax room and siphon wifi from the cafe next door onto my beautiful brand new laptop!!

We didn't get approved for a house because we pretty much don't have ANY credit history :( So no house, but we are gonna try again next year. Oh well it just means I get to spend money on stuff that is fun!

Still it's very sad.

Not doing too much this weekend, other than Anime night with my sisters, which is gonna be awesome!!

Heading to Ren fair in two weeks, and getting ready for Halloween after that!

Well that's pretty much it, I'll try to update this thing a little bit more often.

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 17:52:38 GMT

As it has been AGES since my last post...

And NO it's not all due to World of Warcraft.

Effing trying to buy a house! That's why! Now I ask you? Are the BF and I out of our minds to even think that we could get approved for a loan with almost NO credit between us, even if we have a co-signer? Submitted all of our info, fell in love with quite a few houses, and now have to wait and see. Should find out today or tomorrow. Hella stressin'. Like you don't even know...

I am ALSO stressing over this Job interview that's next week. It's my dream job! All waxing all the time! I have about a 60% chance of getting it, and I'm gonna try my damned hardest at the interview! But it also determines a lot of things.

If I get the Job and get approved for a house we will be rollin' easy :P well not exactly. If we get a house but I don't get the job, money will be tight, but I'll still be looking for a job, and I don't fancy being a house-girlfriend, period. If I get the Job but can't get a house then we are gonna be renters for a year and build up some perfect credit. If I don't get the Job, or the house, then that's us where we started. which is lame. Wait -- now I'm even more stressed! QQ.

Well on the bright side, I'm only nineteen (well, twenty), and have my whole life to get a dream job and a house.

Gaaahhhhh *headwall*

On a happier note;

Odd thing happened; I was having a dream about me and Jake Irish Dancing in lady bug costumes (no rly), and in the dream my phone rang, and it was Alex, He said "hey its.." and hung up. I then woke immediately and looked at my phone, and it was 5:50 AM, and he hadn't called me to pick him up yet,I then called him, and found out that he was still asleep and forgot to set his alarm for work. So my dream saved the day XD

I also had a dream that I got the role of Marian Paroo in The Music Man (a play that I wont be doing anytime in the foreseeable future), but that was always the role I thought I'd get when I growed up :P I hope that is a sign of good things to come *knocks on wood* (oh...Oliver what are you doing here?(I know, retarded Harry Potter nerd humor))!

Edward Cullen; hella interesting, but I wouldn't date him.

Fri, 19 Jun 2009 22:13:02 GMT

He's TOO perfect... (other than the whole "he might accidentally kill you" thing), Who would want a boyfriend/husband who watches you instead of the movie...(ok c'mon, some times a girl needs a moment to pick her noes, how is that comfortable with him watching you all time?). He's overprotective, so maybe a girl who doesn't like her independence could deal with that, but I certainly couldn't. So maybe you are his reason for living...can you say WHOA pressure. Geez, Bella! Also...the the whole "I'm dating a vampire" sounds great in theory (like communism XD), but when you really think about it...really seriously? You can't have a good make-out session, or he might eat you. He's freezing, so there goes all the cuddling. And No Baby Making. Literally, because your unborn child will murder you from the inside out.

I don't see the appeal...ok yeah he's pretty...and a gentleman, but he's also old fashioned, and can be pretty controlling. At least he's mature enough to admit that he's wrong, and apologize for it (well he'd better be mature enough^^).

But I don't get it, all the fangirls saying "Oh I'm in love with a fictional character!" Or "Why can't Edward Cullen exist in real life, and live for me?!".

His perfection makes him boring. Guys like him don't exit, and good riddance.

Except that Edward isn't boring, because, well he's a vampire...and will kill you >:D.

But Edward and Bella deserve each other; they're both crazy martyrs.

Now Jacob Black...there's a man I could sink my teeth into, despite the anger issues (I think I'm biased because he reminds me a little of my BF :P).

NOW BACK to reading Breaking Dawn...which is horrible, rib breaking, ADDICTING, Crack.

Fanime this weekend!

Fri, 22 May 2009 18:34:08 GMT

Preeeetty excited! Didn't think I was gonna make it this year, but somehow I didn't get scheduled to work! I'm going as Fletcher again, Because Russel Tringam needs his little brother (otherwise no one knows who he is) And I didn't have time to make a new costume.

On that note; I am getting a new sewing machine on tuesday! Its also a surger machine, and I've ALWAYS wanted one of those!!! I'm gonna make my self a new Ren Fair costume, and a cloak/robe for BF...and a whole bunch of other stuffs! Been wanting to sew for months, but haven't been able to on account of my old sewing machine being ded. AND this one is hella powerful and really nice...and hella cheap, because it's some kind of one time offer thing.

But at Fanime I REALLY want to get this beany of the Trigun cat. lol I saw it a Yaoi Con, but was flat broke that weekend so I couldn't get it :(

Unrelatedly; I have a job interview tonight with a Spa in Pinole *fingers crossed* Craigslist really is the best job hunting tool ever. God I hope I get it, I hope I get it...(well I don't know, it depends on what they are offering.)

Posting in my LJ...

Tue, 05 May 2009 06:26:39 GMT

Finally :D

My friends Tamara's 21st birthday weekend. Just got back from the finale night; bowling before the Over 21's head to the bars. Friday was her surprise party, but the whole weekend was a surprise for her. Saturday was girls night (with a stripper, why I waited to get drunk until after he had left is a mystery to me lol.) Sunday was a bbq, then tonight. Hella fun. When I wasn't hungover I was drunk :P Tam didn't have time to sober up enough to get a hangover lol. I hella can't wait for my 21st. I've got something like 15 months left until then. Jake says he's gonna buy me a redheaded slut (drink) at the first bar. I feel like I'm obligated to have one of them, because you know the redhead connection!...no idea how its gonna taste...

MIGHT possibly have a job interview with a Salon/day spa in Pacifica, they contacted me first but haven't emailed me back. Its an hour away so I don't expect to get the job, given that I have no clientele or contacts in that area, but it will be worth it for the experience of getting back to interviews and stuff. Other than that, job hunting is going shitty. No one is hiring around here. If I don't have a Esthetician job by the end of August I'll have to get a second job, because that's when I have to start paying my student loans back.

Work is about the same, still making Not Enough(tm). But at least I get a steady three or four days a week, and a fifteen (!!!) cent increase in pay for being a satisfactory employee. I have to stop complaining about how much I hate the music they play at the store, because apparently its new company policy that you can't talk bad about anything to do with The Children's place anywhere on the internet lol.

Hmm, what else? Me and Boyfriend are doing wonderful! He starts at the Police Academy in july, I'm so proud of him!

I can't wait for auditions for The Producers coming in the winter, I want to be a storm trooper in shortshorts!

Building a credit history is a lot of fun, because it means I get to set aside money and time to go shopping and its legit. lol.

Well that's all I can think of for now, hopefully I'll write again soon. I wish I could take a pill to keep me awake all night so I can work on things I don't have time for in the day (yes I stole the idea from American Dad), like all my fanfiction that I want to write, and posting in my LJ...

But I really have nothing to complain about...life is damn good right now :)

Aaaah!

Mon, 20 Apr 2009 19:06:13 GMT

Lol, just watched the pilot for Supernatural! I am SO hooked!! That opening scene was so badass, and then they brought it full circle with the ending scene. Freakin' awesome! Those boys Sam and Dean are pretty hot too ;P.

:*(

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 03:19:02 GMT

Squiggy escaped.

It's very sad.

Bad, bad, bad, bad news >:(

Wed, 08 Apr 2009 22:15:22 GMT

I just went looking through my plot notebooks, and during that course realized that the big important notebook...the one with the ENTIRE plot for my November Tree series...was with my school stuff...the school stuff that got stolen. That's seven separate plots, that are complicatedly strung together, and I don't remember exactly how. Plus a few other unrelated plots for stories that I want to work on.

Grrrrr. >:$

I think I might have typed up the plot for the first two TNT books but idk...

Little buddies.

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 05:49:56 GMT

Alex brought back Newts from his hiking trip this weekend. I am in LOVE! We (well I...) named them Squiggy, and Grumpy. They are both bright orange underneath and kinda tan on the top. Squiggy is the adventurous little tard, who I am assuming is a girl. Grumpy is the bigger, browner one who didn't do much on the first day...I think he's a boy. I hope so anyways, its newt mating season, I insist on baby newts. They are so cute.

It's been a while since I've made a proper post.

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 21:15:01 GMT

TONS has been going on, and I love it!

Still working at The children's Place, makin' no moneyz, for a easy work. So it's fair I guess.

I haven't found an Esthetician position yet, but I haven't really tried. I'm gonna go by this new hotel in American Canyon called Gaia. Maybe check out other hotels that have spas. All I know is I want to stay in town, I don't want to have to commute very much. And I'm staying as far away from Fairfield as I can.

What I really want to do its start my own business; rent a room in a tanning salon or nail salon and just do waxing. I think I could make a lot of money with that. But you need money to start with.

I don't have credit so I have been denied a credit card twice. I went into the bank and they told me to get a card through a store, so now I have a Kohls card. I figure it'll take me a couple months to build a credit history, then I'll apply for a real credit card. If I don't have a spa job by then I will use that to start my business.

Idk...I just want to get working and making money. grrr.

On another note; I'm quitting World of Warcraft, at least for now. Boyfriend pays for my account but he needs save all of his money for school (which is turning out to be more expensive then either of us thought.) I need to focus on other things than video games (like updating LJ <3) like getting a job, and dance. Brochley is level 40, I'll play until the month is up.

Speaking of Dance, I have a feis coming up in April. I haven't competed since October, and I don't expect to do well, but I miss competing, there's nothing like it. I need to start going to class regularly, and working out in between. It's hard to stay motivated.

MOST importantly Liz has found us a new fandom! (squee) The Nightrunner series by Lynn Flewelling. SO GOOD. It's a fantasy, about a spy and his apprentice and their hi-jinks and adventures. That's fantastical in itself, but throw in the fact that these too fellows are gay, well I think I have a new favorite series. New book due out in September :D. I miss Alec and Seregil already.

Finally; I've been getting back into Fanfiction! I'm gonna go read some after this, and I was looking through my plot outlines and am almost feeling motivated to write. The chapter I wrote of The November Tree for NaNoWriMo MIGHT have been lost to the thieves who broke into my car, I'm not sure if I saved the draft to my Gmail, or just had it on the laptop :/ Well where ever it is there's some thieves out there who have some good plot ideas to read through. Maybe they like fanfic and will write some of my stories... that would be oddly awesome.

That's it for now.

Woot woot!

Thu, 19 Mar 2009 19:48:26 GMT

I passed my Esthetician exam, you're looking at the LJ post of an Official Licensed Esthetician! Be amazed XD

SO happy to be back with my baby!

Tue, 10 Mar 2009 05:50:08 GMT

My car is fixed!

She's wonderful, I forgot how much I love her!

I never want to be without her again *sniffle*.

My car got broken into. GGGRRR.

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 08:27:13 GMT

Yeah...it was parked out side of my Boyfriends house, and I left at like 10:20p to find the my little back window on the left side smashed out, and I was like "WTF? stupid hooligans!" and got all pissed off. then I realized that they had stolen something. My big make-up case, that not only had about $250 worth of makeup in it, but also my dad's laptop, and all of my text books from school. AND my portfolio that I need to turn in tomorrow. FUCKINAY MAN! OH AND they tried to steal my car. My key ignition was broken, and my steering wheel is locked, I can't even start the damn thing. But at least it wasn't stolen. oi.

Filed a Police report, walked around the neighborhood, trying to see if it got dumped some where, no luck.

Hate those stupid people.

So this is what it's like to complete something.

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 01:12:50 GMT

Well almost.

I am currently half way through my last hour at Milan Institute of ~~psychos~~ Cosmetology. I have mixed emotions. Everyone was bursting into tears at random points of the day...and I admit to getting a little teary-eyed myself. I will be clocking out for the last time at five thirty. I am so happy. But of course I keep thinking about all the good (and the bad) stuff that has happened during the last seven months here.

I am excited about getting out there and starting my business, and never coming to Milan again. Well except for monday, but that's just to turn in my portfolio, and then I'm done.

But I still have to pass State Board. My test is on March 17th. I think that's lucky for me. I hope. It's St Patrick's Day, but it was also my grandpa's birthday. My grandma was very glad when she found out my test date.

I have to work tonight, then Alex is taking me to see Coraline in 3D, he said it was a surprise, but he can't keep anything secret for very long, I always know what I'm getting for birthday or holidays lol.

I don't want to go to work.

:)

beeteedub; Brochley is now lvl 36, and totally specked out for PVP. I love her.

So...

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 23:26:15 GMT

Saw Wicked last night, in San fransisco.

BEST.THING.EVER.

!!!

Hmmm...

Mon, 16 Feb 2009 07:27:04 GMT

I don't think there is a better way to spend Valentine's Day then by getting drunk with some damn awesome people and watching a scary movie that is actually kinda scary <3

Gravedancers ftw.

Makes me not completely hate Valentine's Day and definitely not miss single's celebration day.

Though I'm still against Valentine's Day on principle.

I miss LJ. I need to stop neglecting.

Hmm.

Sat, 17 Jan 2009 07:04:48 GMT

"I think I read this in a fanfic once..." was all I could thing during tonight's new episode of psych.

Edit: AND wootwoot on Lassie and Shawn being "former lovers..." be still my fangirlish heart!

My Computer is Off.

Fri, 09 Jan 2009 06:56:08 GMT

I am on the laptop, there is no World of Warcraft here. kthxbai. I can never resist the call of the game lol. It's horrible of me, I'm not even a gamer (though I am an oober nerd.) but it just sucked me in, and I tried to look back...then got attacked by some some ?? lvl allie...

I less then three it.

Anyways... what is new? TONS! I graduate next month, its not really a relief because I have to take the State Board exam to get my Esthetician license, and dude, I feel sick every time I think about it. I can't wait until all this is over with for sho.

I have a possible kidney infection, don't ask me how I got it, I have no idea.blah.

OMG WICKED IS NEXT MONTH!!! teehee cannot wait. February is going to be BUSY. Snow trip, 'Wicked', Graduation, State Board, Valentines...

oi, I guess after so many years of Singles Celebration (yes, celebration, not awareness.) Day I'm a little bit uncomfortable with having to celebrate an actual Valentine's Day. Though it's bound to be better than last year's, spent that at work eating chocolate, listening to my co-workers talk about how long its been since they've gotten laid, and hoping no one comes in to order a pizza. We should have marketed heart shaped pizza lol. God, that had to be the worst job ever. Atleast RedBrick totally closed down haha, I like to assume its because all of the workers walked out on Dante, but it was probably just because they weren't getting enough business.

Thinking back reminds me how much I love The Children's Place, even with the crappy music.

I guess I'm in a writey mood, cuz this post inflated.

I was looking over the one chapter of The November Tree that I finished over the course of NaNoWriMo, I'm happy with it. Needs some sanding down, and polishing up, but it's good stuff :) Three chapters down, roughly eight more to go.

I think that's all for the night.

BTDUB; NEW PSYCH STARTS TOMORROW! And oddly enough I am no longer the only person I know in Vallejo who watches it.

Totally made a Paladin called Gus TT Showbiz.

:)

So...

Wed, 17 Dec 2008 21:15:05 GMT

World of Warcraft has pretty much taken over my life. Don't expect to hear from me for a while :)

Black Friday

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 06:15:24 GMT

Wasn't really all that horrible, it went by pretty quick, but now I'm super tired, slept for three hours when I got home. Had a World of Warcraft dream; my second in three days haha.

I hope that this is the first and last year I ever have to work Black Friday.

(Oh yeah! Robert Pattinson MAKES Twilight, omg you don't even know the depths of his shmexiness! He kinda bulked up more than he had when he played Cedric, and I kind of missed his British accent, but ACK! GORGEOUS!)

Now I gotto dishes.

As a rule; post number two.

Thu, 13 Nov 2008 07:25:38 GMT

Oi. vei.

Hello there day off... wait - where did you go?

Yesterday was my day off, I spent it doing Homework. I'm still doing said homework right now. Between school and work I no longer have a weekend, and if I have a day off at all it falls on a tuesday. I still dance too, twice a week. my technique is suffering. Horribly.

I am extremely grateful that I decided not to compete at oireachtas this year. It's in Arizona anyways; too far, and too hot. I don't want to do another one until I have a chance of recalling, which I didn't last year, and I'm even worse this year. Maybe when I don't have a strange conflicting and ever changing schedule next year I can prepare better.

Anyways, my parents are going away over the Thanksgiving week. Cruising to Mexico with my BFF Julie's parents. Which leaves ME! in charge of the house, and Kylie! And Kylie is really no problem at all, just got to make sure there is always someone at home with her, and make sure she eats. Oh yeah, Kylie is my little sister; not a parakeet :) Julie is also staying at my house.

Black Friday though... Well I'm working the 5 AM to 1:30 PM shift. I really hope that day goes fast. Oh well, at least I'm about to be makin' BANK.

So...how did Alex and I spend our six month Anniversary? Well he slept and I did homework. Tell me why he always has to snore when I'm trying to sleep too, but when I'm awake he's all quiet. We're gonna try to go to a museum as soon as we both have a day off...so january? Sounds about right.

Well...

Thu, 13 Nov 2008 06:46:19 GMT

...So much for NaNoWriMo...

YAY!!

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 06:27:29 GMT

Here's to the start of a fresh new USA!

Just as long as prop 8 doesn't pass, I'm good!

?

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 18:31:08 GMT

Where the hell did I get 4,484 from?

I'm just over 2,000...

and thats only 4% to plan.

I think my brain's already broken.